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Thursday 19 May 2011

 Vacation's Kiss
 
                  School was over! I'm so ready for the vacation. Hehehe....... Its the only thing that I've been waiting for. "I need to tell this to my dad!". That's the first thing that came in to my mind. 

                A week after, I receive a call from my dad. He told me to pack my things because he will fetch me four days after his conference. (He always told me his schedules.Hehehehe).

          The day has come!! I'm now flying to my hometown. I'm on the airplane, thinking so many things. So many questions bothered me. Actually, only one person was running in my mind. It was Jared(it was not his real name). We consider ourselves more than friends but less than lovers. Heheheh I always get confused when I think about it. By the way, Jared was already 19 and I'm just 17. 2 years gap but for the two of us... It doesn't matter. As long as we have each other, we know we can survive. Heheheh Sounds romantic!!. 

          2 hours has passed. We're already on the airport. My heart was pumping so fast. Getting nervous. Then a voice woke me up in my day dreaming. There was Jared, standing on the waiting area waving his hands and smiling at me. My dad and I went to where Jared was standing. He stare at me seriously....  I don't know what to say. Or even what to do. Until my dad broke the silence when he asked us to stay where we are because he was just going to the comfort room.
              While my dad was walking away, something happened again. Same place and same event. For the second time at that airport, Jared's lips touched mine. The kiss was sensually sincere. I feel the passion. Hehehe in short ...... I was carried by his kiss. I can't deny the fact that he was so good. He just stop kissing me when he sense that my dad was already coming. He knew it. My dad was walking towards us. He just hold my hand while smiling at me.

               We drove our way to our house. Me.. I was sitting beside with Jared at the backseat of the car. We were holding hands all the way from the airport to our house. When we get there. I decided to take a shower and change clothes so I can sleep well. Before I sleep, Jared decided to leave and go home. My dad say thanks to Jared for fetching us. I fell asleep so fast.

                I was just woke up through the message tone of my phone. & messages from Jared. He was asking if we can hang out. So I replied. "Ok just meet me up tomorrow at 7am, I will tell that about it." Few minutes later, I recieved a text message from Jared. "I'll be fetching you there at your place, just wait me there. &am sharp."

                    Here we go again. Having sweet moments outside. We go to the mall. Watch movies. Visit the park. We go everywhere we can go. I am always happy when I am with him. I felt that the world stop just only for the two of us. Days pass with the same routine. Until one day. "Ace, (not my real name) I talk to your dad. I asked him if I can sleep with you tonight". I asked him"Why did you do that?". "I just want to be with you in your last night here." I laughed. But I noticed the seriousness in his face. So I talked to him "So what did my dad say?". "He give me the permission". But I asked another question that made him smile. "So do you think that I will agree with your idea?" . He answered "Of course yes. I know that you know that I will miss you so much the time that you gonna leave me again." I felt guilt. Why?. It is because I was planning to break up with him. I don't know why... It's just one day I woke up, I realized that we were already doing mistakes. We are both boy. I know it is bad. I was just back to myself when his voice once again touched my ears "HEY! are you still with me?". "Ya"I replied. Then he gave back another question "So you will allow me to sleep with you?". I just ay yes.

              The day where Jared was about to sleep with me has come. We're on our way home. He was holding my hands. So tight. I get so annoyed with his action. He just take his hands away when we arrived home. We eat dinner. Then we decided to go to my room to take some rest. Before we go to nap, we watch home movies first. Eat our midnight snacks. I broke the silence. "I will take my shower now so I can sleep." I was shocked when he stopped me. "I'll have the shower with you.".......(SILENCE)...... "What!?", that's my reply on him. There was no turning back this time because I'm already half naked having my towel on the lover part f my body. And he was taking all his clothes off. So i decided to agree. We take a bath together. I was so annoyed because we were both naked. It was not just a simple bath. My fear was here. I found his lips over my lips. I feel the warmth of his body despite of the cold water falling on the two of us. Until I feel his hands on the most sensitive part of my body. Masturbating me and masturbating himself. I can't make a sound because his lips was ruling mine. We burst out on the same time. I was so tired. The both of us was tired on what we did. So we finished our bath as fast as we could.
                There we are. Both shock... "Thank you" he said. "For what?". I replied. "For what happened". ........ "Let's sleep." That's my answer. So we both fell asleep.

           Here we are again on the airport. I felt tears on my eyes.I realized that I can't broke up with him. He was so important to me. I saw him crying. He hug me whispering "I love you...... I will miss you so much... Take care of yourself.. I will die if something happens to you." I depart from our embrace. As I faced him .......I say "I will miss you too. I will take care of my self for you. I love you too. Take care of yourself  too." And ... this thing happened again before our goodbyes........ The kiss..........



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By: Langnuan